If i put the date i actually wrote this, it would be September 5. But if i put the date as September 5 when i'm really putting it into the computer on October 2, then that seems like it's cheating. but it also breaks up the items i'm blogging- so that instead of one huge big blog with today's date, i'd have several shorter blogs with the dates that i wrote stuff, just didn't get it entered.
So, is that cheating? i don't think so. maybe i'll make little notes at the bottom: written 9/5 entered 10/2? dunno. but here's what i wrote on monday, september 5.
um- okay. i can't seem to find what i wrote. this stinks. i guess the whole question of cheating is now moot.
well, now i don't know what to write. i'm still unemployed. of course, i can't really remember if i've written stuff about being unemployed or not. just today i was stuck again by how much i don't miss my job AT ALL. i was thinking about how much less stress is in my life. about how i don't wake up dreading getting out of bed, how i don't go to sleep dreading having to get up and go to work. about how much i didn't truly realize how stressed and full of dread my life had become. even without a job, i feel so weightless. it helps that cindy is working much more now, and that the umemployment officer saw things my way and i'm getting unemployment benefits. so i can breathe a bit while taking more time to try and find a job i'll actually enjoy. so far, haven't yet gotten any calls back from any of the jobs for which i've applied. this is discouraging. especially since one of them is at the Museum of Science and Industry in the Education department working with demonstrations to the public. *sigh* i could do that. i would enjoy that. but there are most probably a ton of people out there with a ton more qualifications. and that is what's frustrating. oh well.
gonna go now. really bummed i couldn't find the stuff i wanted to enter.
